Fireworks
Well it's official now. I'm back in the US safe and sound and ready for a proper American homecoming. 4th of July is tommorow, or today, actually. I'm a kiwi, officially, nocturnal and confused. It's 5 AM, again. Sleep isn't coming easily. My internal clock has been readjusting and readjusted too many times in the past couple of months, from the eternal forwardness of being in Auckland to the non-time they call Fiji time and back in the states LA-time, Eastern Standard Time has proven to be completely elusive. Aside from the jetlag, I've had no problems getting used to my surroundings back in All-American Allendale. It isn't weird, doesn't even feel like I left. It's sort of as if I stayed in the same place, never really left, like it wasn't me traveling it was the globe shifting under my feet. Or maybe it was like I grew so big I could be in two places at the same time.
My voyage home was a prolonged vacation actually. For 5 days we spent time under the sun on Malolo Island, an island situated in the Mamanuca chain of the Fiji Islands. It was an isolated oasis and the perfect place to deconstruct my previous surroundings in order to make my move to the next easier. It was a perfect limbo, but definitely not purgatory. This place was absolute heaven, with clear blue skies, clearer water and a crystal clear purpose: shake off nerves and relax every bone, muscle and capillary in your body.

It wasn't all relaxation until we got to our little island, though. The way from Port Denarau on the main island (Viti Levu) to Malolo was not at all what I expected. We took a Ferry boat out, everything as planned. Our boat then stopped in the middle of the ocean, waves crashing against it's stern. A dinghy was sent out, and like pirates trading down, we switched our comfortable seats on the ferry for the hard wooden and wet benches of the dinghy. It was the only boat scheduled to arrive directly at Malolo Island. With each of our 40+ kilos of luggage we hopped aboard knowing for sure all the contents of our luggage would end up swallowed by the ocean. The good part was that the ocean was so clear we'd be able to know exactly who's it was and what was what down there.
Our resort on Malolo was built on a coral reef beach. The water surrounding it was thus very shallow, and the reef could do considerable damage to a large ship (as it did on our way back), thus the dinghy's were sent out to pick us up. We stopped at 3 other resorts along the way, not because people had to get off there, but because we needed to drop luggage off. This is the kind of what-the-hell-do-we-do-now? philosophy that worried me at every stop. It seemed appropriate to actually have planned for many visitors with lots of luggage, but the resort obviously hadn't given it a thought. I'm sure they never do. But, miraculously, our luggage appeared not long after our arrival at the resort. It wasn't even wet.
The way home was worse, to sum it up--they needed 8 dinghys. It was an en masse exodus. 8 dinghys made it appear as though they were prepared, but wait, the large ferry brokedown on a coral reef two days prior. So this meant we were picked up in the middle of the ocean by a smaller ferry, one which had room only for the people and not for our baggage. So one giant pizza and 3 hours later, our luggage arrived at the Port so we could move on to the airport. No worries. Fiji time.
Fiji time was what the whole trip was about, so I took my watch off the second I got my first "bula!" greeting from a Fijian on the resort. Bula literally means "life", it's the greeting you get from just about every Fijian you meet from the second you get out of the plane. Fiji time is no time. It means whatever 'time' you're talking about doesn't really exist. It means you will wait for your meal and you better steal some bread or dessert while you waiting on the line. It means don't ask when anything is going to happen, because the only answer is "Fiji time" and that means it's just going to happen when it's going to happen. It's the kind of thing that's perfect for vacation. The trip was all about unwinding, and the only thing I judged the time by was where the sun was in the sky. Anything as exact as an hour or minute was far too much information, they were unnecessary complications.
The beach was the same every day, picture: A palm tree lined beach, coconuts hanging sturdy to the base of the fronds but threatening every hammock-goer nonetheless. A beach with fine sand, hard to the touch because the reefs being so near. The water so shallow and green at high tide you could walk 50 feet out and still be able to see your feet. I had never seen water so clear. This turned out to be more than just beautiful, but also a great way to see some fish. They'd swim along in the shallow water, but to get a better view I went snorkeling several times.
The channel, where small boats came in, was situated directly on the reef and was about 10 feet from the shore. Under the water there was an incredible amount of fish, hundreds visible at any given moment. Most varying colors and sizes. In some places the fish were so dense that paddling around in the water almost definitely meant smacking to the side a couple of fish in the way. If only I had an underwater camera to show you exactly what it looked like there, because everything on Malolo Island was amazing above ground, but under the water was like a completely different, marvelous world.
We took kayaks out as well and explored a shipwreck that was close to the island's shore and then paddled around during sunset to cool down from soaking rays on the beach. The rest of the time there was that: sunning in the sun, absorbing every inch of things that were pristine and untouched before flying through the cloud of smog that greeted us in LA. Fiji was fantastic. It was cool. Way better than the water bottles give it credit for. The water there was undrinkable, however. Ice was brought daily from the main island in order to provide drinking water. And yes, Fiji water seemed to have a bit of a monopoly in the country it was named for. The bottle isn't so off, the image imprinted on the inside of the bottle is reminiscent of a snow globe, and although snow has no right being mentioned in the same breath as Fiji, being enclosed in a glass case does. The place belongs in a museum showcase, protected from harm and the global slide to catastrophe Krushil Watene warned our class about in Environmental Ethics at UNI.

I guess I never really addressed the whole 'school' experience, but there isn't much to say. I did it and it's done, it was good and it was different. It was a great excuse for being abroad but it's really not what the adventure's about.
Anyway, no time for digressions caused by last minute entry-regret. Fiji was incredible, it's a place that exudes relaxation which far surpasses anything you can swallow in pill form.
Tonight I'll be at the fireworks display, another world away from Auckland, my home for almost 5 months. They won't be able to see roman candles bursting in Auckland, not even if they flew as high as the stars. The sky is different. But I'd like to send one up anyway, a message to everyone under their sky: "CHEERS. Stay perfect. No worries. You know how to live." That'd be a lot of chemicals in the sky, they won't see it, maybe it's a little impractical. A man-made constellation then?
It's bitter, but when I look at the sky tonight, the fireworks will blast high to the stars leaving only their smoky skeletons to linger. In whatever chemical reactions have to occur in order to produce the fiery and colorful display, I see magic. It's what I saw daily in New Zealand. It's exactly what made everything seem so surreal. All that magic must meet up somewhere. On some level they share an element and it is the fabric of what I'll remember. It makes everything real. It makes memories physically exist at certain moments. It'll link spotting the red, white and blue atop the Empire State Building with the silver shining heights of the SkyTower; the taste of home-cooked fillet with the comfort provided by friends; and it'll link the sight of the Atlantic with the misty Tasman Sea. With mosquito's stealthily buzzing in the dark night, loud booms will pierce the audiences ears. The magical display will light up the sky so it's alive and glowing. And if those smoky skeletons can linger, just forever, well that would be perfect.
My voyage home was a prolonged vacation actually. For 5 days we spent time under the sun on Malolo Island, an island situated in the Mamanuca chain of the Fiji Islands. It was an isolated oasis and the perfect place to deconstruct my previous surroundings in order to make my move to the next easier. It was a perfect limbo, but definitely not purgatory. This place was absolute heaven, with clear blue skies, clearer water and a crystal clear purpose: shake off nerves and relax every bone, muscle and capillary in your body.

It wasn't all relaxation until we got to our little island, though. The way from Port Denarau on the main island (Viti Levu) to Malolo was not at all what I expected. We took a Ferry boat out, everything as planned. Our boat then stopped in the middle of the ocean, waves crashing against it's stern. A dinghy was sent out, and like pirates trading down, we switched our comfortable seats on the ferry for the hard wooden and wet benches of the dinghy. It was the only boat scheduled to arrive directly at Malolo Island. With each of our 40+ kilos of luggage we hopped aboard knowing for sure all the contents of our luggage would end up swallowed by the ocean. The good part was that the ocean was so clear we'd be able to know exactly who's it was and what was what down there.
Our resort on Malolo was built on a coral reef beach. The water surrounding it was thus very shallow, and the reef could do considerable damage to a large ship (as it did on our way back), thus the dinghy's were sent out to pick us up. We stopped at 3 other resorts along the way, not because people had to get off there, but because we needed to drop luggage off. This is the kind of what-the-hell-do-we-do-now? philosophy that worried me at every stop. It seemed appropriate to actually have planned for many visitors with lots of luggage, but the resort obviously hadn't given it a thought. I'm sure they never do. But, miraculously, our luggage appeared not long after our arrival at the resort. It wasn't even wet.
The way home was worse, to sum it up--they needed 8 dinghys. It was an en masse exodus. 8 dinghys made it appear as though they were prepared, but wait, the large ferry brokedown on a coral reef two days prior. So this meant we were picked up in the middle of the ocean by a smaller ferry, one which had room only for the people and not for our baggage. So one giant pizza and 3 hours later, our luggage arrived at the Port so we could move on to the airport. No worries. Fiji time.
Fiji time was what the whole trip was about, so I took my watch off the second I got my first "bula!" greeting from a Fijian on the resort. Bula literally means "life", it's the greeting you get from just about every Fijian you meet from the second you get out of the plane. Fiji time is no time. It means whatever 'time' you're talking about doesn't really exist. It means you will wait for your meal and you better steal some bread or dessert while you waiting on the line. It means don't ask when anything is going to happen, because the only answer is "Fiji time" and that means it's just going to happen when it's going to happen. It's the kind of thing that's perfect for vacation. The trip was all about unwinding, and the only thing I judged the time by was where the sun was in the sky. Anything as exact as an hour or minute was far too much information, they were unnecessary complications.The beach was the same every day, picture: A palm tree lined beach, coconuts hanging sturdy to the base of the fronds but threatening every hammock-goer nonetheless. A beach with fine sand, hard to the touch because the reefs being so near. The water so shallow and green at high tide you could walk 50 feet out and still be able to see your feet. I had never seen water so clear. This turned out to be more than just beautiful, but also a great way to see some fish. They'd swim along in the shallow water, but to get a better view I went snorkeling several times.
The channel, where small boats came in, was situated directly on the reef and was about 10 feet from the shore. Under the water there was an incredible amount of fish, hundreds visible at any given moment. Most varying colors and sizes. In some places the fish were so dense that paddling around in the water almost definitely meant smacking to the side a couple of fish in the way. If only I had an underwater camera to show you exactly what it looked like there, because everything on Malolo Island was amazing above ground, but under the water was like a completely different, marvelous world.We took kayaks out as well and explored a shipwreck that was close to the island's shore and then paddled around during sunset to cool down from soaking rays on the beach. The rest of the time there was that: sunning in the sun, absorbing every inch of things that were pristine and untouched before flying through the cloud of smog that greeted us in LA. Fiji was fantastic. It was cool. Way better than the water bottles give it credit for. The water there was undrinkable, however. Ice was brought daily from the main island in order to provide drinking water. And yes, Fiji water seemed to have a bit of a monopoly in the country it was named for. The bottle isn't so off, the image imprinted on the inside of the bottle is reminiscent of a snow globe, and although snow has no right being mentioned in the same breath as Fiji, being enclosed in a glass case does. The place belongs in a museum showcase, protected from harm and the global slide to catastrophe Krushil Watene warned our class about in Environmental Ethics at UNI.

I guess I never really addressed the whole 'school' experience, but there isn't much to say. I did it and it's done, it was good and it was different. It was a great excuse for being abroad but it's really not what the adventure's about.
Anyway, no time for digressions caused by last minute entry-regret. Fiji was incredible, it's a place that exudes relaxation which far surpasses anything you can swallow in pill form.
Tonight I'll be at the fireworks display, another world away from Auckland, my home for almost 5 months. They won't be able to see roman candles bursting in Auckland, not even if they flew as high as the stars. The sky is different. But I'd like to send one up anyway, a message to everyone under their sky: "CHEERS. Stay perfect. No worries. You know how to live." That'd be a lot of chemicals in the sky, they won't see it, maybe it's a little impractical. A man-made constellation then?
It's bitter, but when I look at the sky tonight, the fireworks will blast high to the stars leaving only their smoky skeletons to linger. In whatever chemical reactions have to occur in order to produce the fiery and colorful display, I see magic. It's what I saw daily in New Zealand. It's exactly what made everything seem so surreal. All that magic must meet up somewhere. On some level they share an element and it is the fabric of what I'll remember. It makes everything real. It makes memories physically exist at certain moments. It'll link spotting the red, white and blue atop the Empire State Building with the silver shining heights of the SkyTower; the taste of home-cooked fillet with the comfort provided by friends; and it'll link the sight of the Atlantic with the misty Tasman Sea. With mosquito's stealthily buzzing in the dark night, loud booms will pierce the audiences ears. The magical display will light up the sky so it's alive and glowing. And if those smoky skeletons can linger, just forever, well that would be perfect.































